im also skipping out on my sisters concert, although i do think she will be there for carmina...because i think she actually likes music, weird.

evan is really torn up. no matter how many times he told me he was prepared for the worst, he really wasnt. and i dont think anyone really is. how can you be ready for the horrible feelings that await you after she says those words? you cant be...its not possible. this was his first actual relationship, besides biz...*cough*bullshit*cough*

and so some friends are doing well, it seems. while others are not.