So. How am I getting to the dance, where am I going after, and how am I getting home? All pressing questions. My mom is using the car tonight anyway...DAMMIT! I don't know what to doooooo. Who can I rely on? I don't want to rely on anyone but I might be forced to. We'll see.

Though I said some of what I needed to say, I still have more and I don't feel resolved. And I need to say it soon, I can't leave it half-open ended. Grr. I do feel a little better, though. But not resolved.

If you want to know the scary thing, you'll just have to ask me in person.