guess who's awake. ugh.

so i spent the vast majority of the evening in a car w/ bridg and kris, driving to and from milwaukee, crying hysterically. i think this birth control crap is getting the best of me.

it's amazing how little i care about the vast majority of people here, and how much more i care about damn near everyone at home.

things with daid are also bad. mostly i wonder if this friendship is worth all the emotional effort i've put into it, and not gotten back in return. why can't all guys just be like tom and cappy and let me fall asleep on them when i'm sad?

i don't get it.