it's nine in the fucking morning. there is a physplant lawnmower outside my window. parked. on. where it has been for the past fifteen minutes. by itself. no worker. just there. on. and loud. because it's an industrial mower. parked. outside my window. at nine am. on. ON.

WHAT THE FUCK???????

like insomnia on its own isn't fucking bad enough!!!!

oh my god, i want to cry, i want to kill someone, it's still fucking there, 20 minutes now, WHAT THE HELL????