grr...it's two o'clock. in the morning. i want to talk to sue. i didn't get to on new years, because i was purposely staring off into space when she was right there looking at me ready to talk. but i think she got the idea i was trying to put across...even though now, at this point, ive lost what it was. even though, i want to talk to sue...

and i need to call jess, and i need to call dana. in eleven hours i am supposed to be at the diner with my cousin and jeff and my friend sophie.

i want to talk to sue. i started back in late november, i stopped after one issue, and now i want to start again, and not really stop, but have that ongoing relationship so many others have. and im using names so that people wont yell at me for being cryptic, and it feels good to not be cryptic. and now im going to bed.

goodnight everyone, sweet dreams.