Wow. Did you people die?

Pausepausepausepausepause. Pause. PAUSE!!!! WHERE THE HELL IS THE FREAKING PAUSE BUTTON?!?!
I need to stop aging RIGHT NOW so my family doesn't have to talk about where they're moving when I go to college, or what will happen if one of my grandparents dies. I don't want to get old. I don't want to know that I'm going to die soon. I want to pause everything now, knowing that I have a beautiful prom dress and an awesome graduation dress, but not actually get to prom or graduation. I'm very bad at dealing with change, and I like to hide from the truth, so it hurts when reality smacks you in the face.