so dress rehearsal wasnt a complete train wreck! hell week has begun and i am so excited, but at the same time to scared. i love my pretty dress, but i cant walk in it and i doesnt stay up because i have no boobs. dammit. even mrs blenheim told me that i needed a pushup bra. i need more than that. wonder bra water bra pushup maddness thingy. "i have on yards and yards of cloth and yet i still feel naked."

we also dont have rehearsal tomorrow *tear* and *spaz* (because, according to me, we need it more than i need sleep)

and life is silly! but right now its improving =). its weird too, because today i starting talk to a certain individual who i havent talked to since two weeks after hellweek last year.....odd enough. and well, as that might be cryptic, you all know exactly who that person is.