Thursday, May 22, 2003

"There will come a time when you will feel as if it is the end, and that is just the beginning"
I hate endings....

Wednesday, May 07, 2003

packing sucks.

Monday, May 05, 2003

i am sitting down to do work before midnight...and i just can't do it! god! senior slump at it's worst, i really can't get it together. I am SO sorry for those taking APs! Good Luck!

funny story: i got hit on by a 7th grader today! i intern in a 7th grade science class and they were digging up slugs from this mush of leaves and mud and stuff today and the kid turns to me and goes: hey! look at my slug! ya wanna touch it?? so i smiled and said no thanks, why don't u show me something a little less slimy next time i come around. so he turns back to the kid next to him and says: i think she likes me! I wanted to fall on the floor laughing!!

Why am I so tired? I got 12 hours of sleep last night, with a brief waking up because people were IMing me and I needed to unplug my computer. Maybe it's cause I got 2 hours the night before. Did you know you'll actually be more rejeuvenated if you take 4 10 minute naps with the right spacing than get 8 hours of sleep?

Soooooooooo tired...
Really don't want to go to study hall, but I didn't do my math homework last night (I didn't do much last night except sleep...).
I just feel like someone flicked a switch and turned me off.

Sunday, May 04, 2003

Double post, but a cool one.

Ok, you're sitting crosslegged. You flex your right leg muscle and it contracts. It hurts, because its contracting and it won't stop and it hurts a lot. Bending the leg doesn't seem to help. Eventually the pain goes away. Its actually a pretty cool pain, because you know that it will go away.

Anyone experience this?

Man, what a great show. Congrats to all seniors for an awesome final performance. A recurring speech theme of the party was "*soandso*, I'm a better person for having met you." (Or something like that.) Well, I'm fairly sure that I'm a better person for having known all of you. So there.

Oh, and on a somewhat related note. You know, that song Lean on Me. Well, one of my friends is arranging that song and performing it (I think) for her Senior Semester project (think CHA/SS senior project, except she actually has to go to school too.) Its pretty beastly (she has a big ass folder for the arrangement, like ~35 pages I think). So, I'll get more details and provide more information on this amazing occurrence later.

*heavy sigh*
Well, there it is. The stage has been cleared, the wall's been signed, we've cried (and sang) on the empty stage. And now it's over.
Thank you all for all the memories from this show (and all of them). I love you all, always.

And I swear, I've stopped crying...

Another memorable cast party =). Another day after of extreme sleep deprivation. Another players show over ::tear:: I reek of smoke and can't string together coherent thoughts lol. But it was a fun, emotional night.

Pirst Fost...

I know I just posted, but I thought I might seize the opportunity.

Hope the show went well tonite and everyone enjoys the cast party... :)

Saturday, May 03, 2003

i have to say: YOU GUYS ALL ROCKED! I've never seen such a good play!! Seriously! I was trying to tell Alex last nite, and it was so good, I was just speechless! You guys are all so talented and wonderful! Congrats!

And I was so super-psyched to see everyone again, AND meet new people! Thanks for welcoming me! And thank you to the Pringles for allowing Deb and I to stay...next time we have to watch Zoolander!

Break a leg tonite, you will all be great. Can't wait until next weekend!

Yo. New amazing a cappella song: Tufts Beelzebubs - No Diggity.

By the way, I'm actually going to the play tonight.

gosh darnit, I gotta work on music now. Yo, I like when time disappears without you noticing. Case in point: Tennis from 4-5. Its now 6:10. WHERE DID THAT HOUR GO?!!?!?!?

Sleep deprivation = GOOD TIMES
Board sleepover was fun, but being banished while people talk about you is not getting any easier!
Overall, another memorable night. Extremely memorable. ( :

Now, I'm thinking sleeping may be fun...

I like it when I have nothing to do on Saturday's until Saturday night. That means I can go to bed at 4 and wake up at 1, and then still do nothing. Today, I'm doing nothing, and it will be everything I thought it could be. (recognize that quote?)

Oh, that's right. I can get pirst fost because everyone else has a fucking life and their parents didn't make them go directly home after the play. :(

Friday, May 02, 2003

Oh Steve. I'm taking an AP on Monday and haven't studied at all for it. This is the way students live. But if you keep it up you may end up having to choose between Harvard, Columbia, Stanford, and the other Ivies.

So why was I so glum tonight? Actually...I don't feel like explaining. I'm trying real hard to leave out the "not like anyone cares" part, cause that's just asking for sympathy...but I don't have that much willpower.

Yo. The AP history exam owns my life. however, I have emerged from the black hole of history this weekend already to work on music (word). And I will emerge tomorrow night to see the play! Until then its off to study the friggin Civil War.

posting from the mac store... on a friday... this makes me an official dork
its amazing... the music is really loud tho...
the new ipod is a piece of art itslef!
I am here in spirit of all the other mac lovers... Till, Tom, Nick (kinda) Lionel and Mads

I have prom pictures! However, the only other senior at school today is Lauren. Even Rachel left! I came for lunch and then didn't feel like going home for an hour only to come back (I'd have to take the train both ways). The pictures I have are only the ones from my mom's camera...mine should be ready to pick up tomorrow, I think. They're soooo good...everyone looked so beautiful!

Everyone was great last night.

It just didn't feel real, though. For some reason, I don't feel like it was a performance night. I feel like it was just another practice.

Where's this cast party gonna be?

so...we had our concert last nite too...congrats to everyone in the play, sounds like you did well and i can't wait to see it!

unfortunately for our chorus here, we really did suck! i thought the teacher was going to cry during the concert...it was funny, tho i do feel sort of bad...oh well! honestly, she's a whack job...

it's nine in the fucking morning. there is a physplant lawnmower outside my window. parked. on. where it has been for the past fifteen minutes. by itself. no worker. just there. on. and loud. because it's an industrial mower. parked. outside my window. at nine am. on. ON.

WHAT THE FUCK???????

like insomnia on its own isn't fucking bad enough!!!!

oh my god, i want to cry, i want to kill someone, it's still fucking there, 20 minutes now, WHAT THE HELL????

Thursday, May 01, 2003

Oh my god! You guys were sooo good. It was funny; it was interesting. Good plot, good acting. And I think (note: THINK) I get the storyline. And if not, well, I'm seeing it two more times anyways. AWESOME JOB! CONGRATS!

Make it sparkle,
Make it shine,
GIVE 'EM HELL!

Good luck, y'all, it's gonna be fabulous!!

The 'rents are away...they left yesterday and won't be home until Sunday...it's ESOOPER nice :o) Have no fear, my aunt is here, but she doesn't come check on me in the middle of the night so I can stay on the phone until 2 in the morning and not be paranoid that I will be caught!
!Que Ganga!
Tomorrow the A-School is going to the closed set of Spiderman 2 (instead of classes....YAY!) Should be fun, and I have a super car full of people that will be hilarious too.

I just came from chorus rehearsal, ehhh.... :o\

Pirst Fost!
Procrastinating writing my creative writing assignment...all i have to do is thoroughly describe my favorite meal, why is this so difficult? I can't seem to do it...BLEH!

Tomorrow is our chorus concert...err, today rather...and we have this new teacher, she just came for second semester and doesn't know what she is doing, and so therefore, WE SUCK. MAJORLY.

Prepare for embarassment...